Turning off.

Finally the scene changed and we were out of the restaurant.
I lit myself another cigarette.
"Aint you feeling cold?" I chuckled and exhale a thick smoke.
"Umm...yeah.Its obvious.Have you seen the time?"
"10:23..gosh,we are too late"
"Late?are you nuts?Havent you convinced your parents about the night-out?" She frowned and put her arms on her waist.
She was looking fabulous in black spaghetti teamed with a white-heel-up converse.May be she is pretending to be an ultra-modern-hyper-chic but her way of expressing is ineluctable.
"No.I should call 'em and tell that i am in scoth's place."
"Fuck! Dont utter non-sense.You dont have to call any-one.Better switch it off"
"Hey,I cant do that.I will be questioned thousand times tomorrow morning by 'em ,not you."
"So what?on that time tell ki you were with scoth doing some of your so-called-important-things.It will be better.Isnt it?"
"No.I cant.sorry"
I called and put my things in order.
"get a cab." she said while tying the her shoe laces.
"taxi" I barked.
"This cabbie looks ..."
"Get in"
We reached Neha's place and flung my-tired-self in her bed.
"Honey,gimme the bag." She uttered in some titillating voice.
"I suggest you shouldn't smoke here.I dont want foggy-clouds down here."
"Gimme the bag.I wont smoke."
She took some pills and put those on the table.
"Whats that for?" I snapped
"Nothing"
"Sleeping tablets?" I said in disgust.
"No.Something to do without telling you"
"Come again.I didnt get you "
"You will never.What about my birthday gift.Can i guess?"She grinned.
"What?Now?Are you in senses?I think we should go to sleep.Turn-off the lights."
"No.Dont be apathetic.Kiss buddy" She added in a glimpse.
Her tongue tasted as if it was drowned inside a pool of beer for several months and I had to pull it back. I am sorry.I couldnt show that much mercy.
"You tasted different today."
"And here, you taste like crap every-other-day" I winked.
"Dont give me that.My exs crave for my peck and see i am kissing you goddammit.I am kissing you with tongue and lips and....."
"May be they also hated when you kissed, thats why they preferred a peck" I winked again.
"Will you stop?or will I make you?"
"How?" I said lifting my t-shirt up.
"God you look pathetic bare-chest nowadays.Dieting under process?"
"Cut the crap.you tell me how." i dont like non-substantial-interruption.
"what the hell is wrong with you?you need explanations of all the things I tell you or we get involved.Its not mutual now."
"eh??"
"Come on baby.Its 2 weeks since now and we are falling apart like hell.Shouldnt we stop this by any kinda ....."
"I never did anything wrong.its the goddamn circumstances and your friends who want something I dont like.now I have a point.Gotchha?[I dont like this word,but I used it,dunno why]" I added in a sublime-tone.
I am not in love with her.I never did.Somehow we became cozy and it was going well, but I cant drag this for days.I need to stop by not hurting her.
"Fine.so what do you want?Are we breaking-up?I love you baby and I know you also do."
"Who told you ,we are breaking-up?I love you." I lied in some kinda spontaneous response.
"I love you too." She added.