Turning off.

Finally the scene changed and we were out of the restaurant.
I lit myself another cigarette.
"Aint you feeling cold?" I chuckled and exhale a thick smoke.
"Umm...yeah.Its obvious.Have you seen the time?"
"10:23..gosh,we are too late"
"Late?are you nuts?Havent you convinced your parents about the night-out?" She frowned and put her arms on her waist.
She was looking fabulous in black spaghetti teamed with a white-heel-up converse.May be she is pretending to be an ultra-modern-hyper-chic but her way of expressing is ineluctable.
"No.I should call 'em and tell that i am in scoth's place."
"Fuck! Dont utter non-sense.You dont have to call any-one.Better switch it off"
"Hey,I cant do that.I will be questioned thousand times tomorrow morning by 'em ,not you."
"So what?on that time tell ki you were with scoth doing some of your so-called-important-things.It will be better.Isnt it?"
"No.I cant.sorry"
I called and put my things in order.
"get a cab." she said while tying the her shoe laces.
"taxi" I barked.
"This cabbie looks ..."
"Get in"
We reached Neha's place and flung my-tired-self in her bed.
"Honey,gimme the bag." She uttered in some titillating voice.
"I suggest you shouldn't smoke here.I dont want foggy-clouds down here."
"Gimme the bag.I wont smoke."
She took some pills and put those on the table.
"Whats that for?" I snapped
"Nothing"
"Sleeping tablets?" I said in disgust.
"No.Something to do without telling you"
"Come again.I didnt get you "
"You will never.What about my birthday gift.Can i guess?"She grinned.
"What?Now?Are you in senses?I think we should go to sleep.Turn-off the lights."
"No.Dont be apathetic.Kiss buddy" She added in a glimpse.
Her tongue tasted as if it was drowned inside a pool of beer for several months and I had to pull it back. I am sorry.I couldnt show that much mercy.
"You tasted different today."
"And here, you taste like crap every-other-day" I winked.
"Dont give me that.My exs crave for my peck and see i am kissing you goddammit.I am kissing you with tongue and lips and....."
"May be they also hated when you kissed, thats why they preferred a peck" I winked again.
"Will you stop?or will I make you?"
"How?" I said lifting my t-shirt up.
"God you look pathetic bare-chest nowadays.Dieting under process?"
"Cut the crap.you tell me how." i dont like non-substantial-interruption.
"what the hell is wrong with you?you need explanations of all the things I tell you or we get involved.Its not mutual now."
"eh??"
"Come on baby.Its 2 weeks since now and we are falling apart like hell.Shouldnt we stop this by any kinda ....."
"I never did anything wrong.its the goddamn circumstances and your friends who want something I dont like.now I have a point.Gotchha?[I dont like this word,but I used it,dunno why]" I added in a sublime-tone.
I am not in love with her.I never did.Somehow we became cozy and it was going well, but I cant drag this for days.I need to stop by not hurting her.
"Fine.so what do you want?Are we breaking-up?I love you baby and I know you also do."
"Who told you ,we are breaking-up?I love you." I lied in some kinda spontaneous response.
"I love you too." She added.

without your parents though.

"Hey,.whats up?Will you be submitting the registration form today?"
"Yes." I said while reading a flyer.
"Oh,another CAT coaching centre in town,huh.you wanna....."
"No.not interested.My dad's business is a better place to lay my lazy ass." I barked.
"Why?"
"Dunno"
"Have you seen riddhiban?"
"Yup.He was asking me about the result."
"I got 234 GT.My parents will be meeting with SIR for this" he yelled.
"for what reason,crony?"I questioned stupidly.
"I dont know.but I could never get them to believe that in engineering its hard to get good marks.Its too laborious.By the way how much?"
"125.I wonder if I would have been in your position,without your parents though."
"What?125?But ...."
"Forget about it dude.I am screwed.I have a work to attend to.Talk to you later."
I walked passed him without trying to get a reaction.I was in a sodding mess.I got somewhat lowest marks in the whole department.Never expected.
I entered the netlab and found myself in a corner.
I checked my scrapbook where i found no recent scraps.I rejected 5 friend requests.Nowadays it increased.may be because of my "about me" section.I hate this place, though I like to visit it a day.Infact I like to visit Sheetal's profile more than mine.She also do the same after she dumped me.I do love her.I am not faking.
"Trying to sleep sweety?"
"yes.i am tired today.gotta sleep early.infact i am in bed.you in bed, right?" i texted.
"yeah.then we are in same platform.you in bed.." Harshita responded through her non-ending-100-text-a-day affectionate words.
"oh sure,so whats up?"
"did you see its raining?"
"yeah.perfect weather to make some romance."
"do you want some one to love you?"she continued through text.
"umm..yeah ..dunno much about it."
I always fall for her sweetness.
I love her too much.She never deserved that from me.I walked out from the netlab and met KB.
He is typically metro-sexual with a mischievous smile on his face.
"Give the form" He yapped .
"Sir,its a nice tie that you are sporting"
"What is this?125?circuit theory zero?"
"sir. I got something to tell you."I grinned.
"shut up.why have you got so less?you can do well if you want."
A small cloud burst out from my head.I wonder if I hadnt made compliment about his tie what would have been my case.
"you can go now"
I noticed that unstoppable giggle and came out.Atleast I got something.No guardian call.I got another thing to lie in front of my parents.I hate lying.

Beef-steak tastes better if you are toiling on it.

"Fuck,open the door.Anybody inside?"
"I dont know what she is doing?"Meghna barked.

The door opened in a bang.There is only one ladies wash-room in that shitty pub.

"I told ya.Nobody is there"
"Oh thanks."she winked.

After five minutes of listening weird sounds of water falling she came out.

"ah.Give me a fag."
"So.I think we should have another round of vodka shots."
"you're gonna be crazy.My mom will kill me if she gets any sense of my slopped activity"
"your mom will do nothing"I retorted.

I dont know why she was recounting me thousand times about her mom.I was obviously not going to leave her alone in the middle of the street.Nowadays people stare at you, if you have some gorgeous chic beside.She was gorgeous and sexy,both.So no question of departing,until and unless she asks or rather she pushes me off.
We gulped those two pegs of vodka appearing that like- "on the rocks".Show-off is obviously mandatory.

"We have to finish this goddammit."
"Yeah.I havent done anything more laborious than this."Her soporific voice hallucinated me to the peak.

Beef-steak tastes better if you are toiling on it.

"SEX?"
"I dont have to do anything.He does it all"

Who on earth asked her about "him"?Commitment and their fairy tales are so cheesy.And yes,I-have-lost-my-virginity is another self-boosting-pride.

"I love you,I love you,I love you"Some retards were giggling among themselves beside us.More disgustingly that group had a girl whose bunny-teeth was looking more horrible than our waiter's yellow-plastered one.Yes,I had a non-interrupted-ten-days of nightmare after that.
"Are they gay?"
"You are asking me?"
"Man,this guy with wannabe-emo-hairstyle and his motility is ensuring that only."She started laughing loudly.She almost had me there if she would have pointed out her finger showing them.
"Maybe.I am not here to comment on lame-asses.Please stop it."
"Then whats the use of getting high,huh?FUCK YOU"That is hell embarrassing in front of others.I-am-a-stud-with-a-single-girl-in-the-whole-pub notion can get diverted from people's mind.

After finishing our trifle conversation and getting ourself hell-sloshed we rushed out.She was busy de-halucinating her by biting stacks of chocolates and inhaling bottles of mouth-freshners.I was left busy staring at other girls passing by.No,It was intentional.

"why are you swaggering?You now only said that you are not that high."she vellicated.I almost had fainted sub-normally.
"No.Lets sit somewhere."
"We cant.Atleast for today.Please."

What are you talking about?

We got down from the bus in haste and walked steadily inside the J.D. park.
"Kota?"(how many?)
"Two."I said.
"you will get us in trouble man.lets have one only.two will kill us for sure"
"nothing will happen,schmuck.will just experience the high soon." i remarked and LOLed.
"we will go down."
"god gracious.stop.dont make a fool out of yourself.be a man.DOPE." i argued and challenged.
i dont know what i was trying to prove by telling all those to Sovan.But i was feeling some gross disorder down the line.
"lets sit here." he said and asked me to lit one of the joint by his gesture.
"its heaven.i can feel the high by taking a single puff."i exclaimed by closing my eyes slowly.pretension is obviously under the consideration.

"man its too slender and slick.got a good one.thank you for your hard job."
"you are welcome.beside spick-and-span its heavy with grass.60 bucks one.strong."i explained.
"got another one?take it out."Sovan said as he snuggled in my arms.
we finished both the joints and walked groggily.
"dont shuffle dude.people are looking at us."i snapped and jerked.
"lets sit somewhere.i think today we cant go to college street."
"what?please sovan we have to go.i am not done with a single chapter and exam is just a week away."
"i cant.okay.lemme see.lets sit here."he said abruptly.
"can you see something?"
"yeah.i can see sky below the lake."
"what are you talking?god.you are gone."i added in some of my fine lines of eternal hallucination.
"man.hash is something.everything is rewinding.i cant even remember what i was trying to tell you.see.this thing is also getting rewind.press the play button goddammit,its rewinding."he exclaimed and started laughing.
"dont laugh,you scum.you are incapable of stopping it while you are in your hang-over."i explained and i started ROFLing.
"man stop"
you stop first"
"stop"
"ahhh...i cant"
we burst out in a guffaw and we laughed and laughed until Sovan interrupted.
"shit man.i can feel the sharp pain inside my stomach as if i will be having a labour pain.ahhkkk."
"you are pregnant?who fucked you?Sweta?"
"shut up cock-sucker or else i will make you pregnant here.right now." he cracked a lame joke.
"lets go and have something."
"you are sashaying mofo,walk straight otherwise we will never reach."he became frantic.
"yeah man."
we had some kebab rolls and a coke each but we forgot to take the change.some how we reached college street to buy some books.
"Sovan" a male voice far from us disrupted our hypnotized minds.
"who is that?"
"oh holy-crap.its my coach...............Sir.umm..you..umm..here?"
"yeah.actually i am here for a meeting in presci college.buying books huh?all you wanna do this just before the exams."
"no sir.we are not here to buy books.i am here to meet this guy."he amazed us.
i dont know what the fuck he was talking.
"to meet this guy?you have to come to college street?"
"he stays here"he remarked foolishly"aint you?"he turned his head towards me.
"yes sire." i added confused.
"where do you stay boy?"
"sir..umm..sire.."
"what?"
"sir.actually.i stay....."
"you are not from kolkata?"
"yes sir"
"then?you are in which college?"he questioned repeatedly
"sir st thomas' college.sir. i gotta go."i said in some kinda exasperation.
"okay.bye."
he walked away while we pinched and kicked each other.
"what are you trying to prove jerk-ass?"he snapped and kicked.
"nothing.you lied mofo.you are in your fucking hallucination.you were talking rubbish.utter rubbish.i dont stay here.thats why i had to come out with all non-sense stuff in fronta him.he thought i am an alien.forget it."

DONT SMOKE IN PUBLIC AREAS.

"He is always late." Masud uttered in some kinda exaggerated agitation.
"kothay?"[where?] i texted scoth.
"there he is coming."sarbajit glanced once."he is looking snazzy today."
"lets go inside"scoth said in haste.

---inside the pub---

"holy shit.not a single empty table"
"we have to stand."scoth snapped.

---15 minutes gone---

"hey,see they are on their feet.they are full." i murmured.
"uh haan"
"come.lets sit down"
"khao.bhalo kore khao."[drink.drink alot] one of them mocked us.they were crocked.
we didnt respond.
"sire!"
"chaar kingfisher, tin beef-steak aur ek chicken-roast" scoth ordered.[sarbajit is not acquainted with beef.]
"i dont know why this jerk-ass government put-up this law.DONT SMOKE IN PUBLIC AREAS.its hell bothering" sarbajit yapped.
"chill man.you can fag down there" i said showing the wash-room.
"i am going to smoke now"

--sarbajit leaves--

---beverages and food on our table---

i ushered sarbajit to his sit.
"cheers" scoth smirked.
"To all of us" i grinned.
"yeah" masud added with a nod.

---3 pegs of vodka each---

--after 2 hours--

"man!that girl is goggling at me for so long" sarbajit murmured.
"which one?"
"arrey that one.white T.tai na?[isnt it?]"i added.
"she is hot,dude" sarabajit uttered groggily.
"you find her hot?eh?her breasts are …..well..nonexistent." scoth argued.
"bullshit.stop this pervy conversation.lets get high man.we are getting yawed." i frowned.
"i like this girl man.i wanna talk to her." sarbajit couldnt resist himself.he stood up and started to sashay to that girl's table.

---sarbajit pukes,he gulped his machismo--- xD

"god dammit.shit.shit.shit.crap.shit." masud's relentless profanities were really unpleasant for all of us.
"stop man.come with me."

*pukes pukes pukes*

"what the hell are you doing?my shoes.ahhkk."that girl jumped from her sit.
*pukes*
"I am very sorry"sarbajit bubbled and puked again.

*pukes*
We walked out of that pub quickly leaving that girl shouting at top of her voice.


"Her shoes.khikhihkhikhikhi"

Whats the fucking time?

--Rohit's annoying caller-tune--
--thodi der baad fir dial kijiye--

what the fuck Rohit is trying to come out with?
i got only three days to complete this bull-shit whilst i have to rehearse "freak on a leash".
its one of the toughest song I have ever practiced.
i dont know how come this bastard(Jonathan davis) can snarl with all frenzy rhythmic codes.
"hey you can call me now" rahul texted.
i deleted that drivel.
"YOU CALL ME, CORPSE-FUCKER" i texted.

--my ringtone buzz--

"hey,i am sorry" Rohit giggled.
"for what?"
"it will take more time.i guess 5 days will be okay."
"mo-fucker" i cussed.
"i am sorry yaar.the tune is dropping and i have to change the whammy bar.getting accustomed with the new one.so it will take time." he yelled.
"you do whatever you like.i have to complete all my programs of D.S. and submit it on thursday and i want you to get it ready by friday.5 days could be too late."
"okay.i will try"
"hmmm..by the way what about your own-composition?give me the tune. i have to give someone.she will be writing the lyrics." i said while assembling my books and lab copies.
"who is this she?"


--yawn--


"oh.she is one of my online friend.hey i gotta go.stand in fronta jadavpur 8b sharp at 5:30."
"buh bye"
"good night" i pressed the red button of my cell for few seconds by looking at the time once.----->12:13 A.M.


--adieus tune--

--writing lab copies--

--playing with a tuft of hair and dozing-off--

--in bed--

--lights switched off--

--whats the fucking time?--

--pressed the red button again for few seconds--

--i hate this annoying tune--

--->3:10 A.M.

--SMS tune--

--by Vishali--

"wassup fucker?"---->12:15:51 A.M.



she is a good friend of mine.but i dont like her kohl-lined-eyes,black-band-T,black jeans,stilettos and black-nail-polish.all-black wannabe goth.racist(coz she likes black).poser.loser.whatever.

--log Z's--